Friday, May 29, 2015

Listen up

The past few weeks I have been going thru some tough times with my neck and the constant pain. I am having it refused on June 16th and can hardly wait.  I am hopeful it will take the pain away or at least reduce it because if not, I am not sure what I will do.

It seems like lately in my darkest times, Heavenly Father sends me signs to let me know I am not alone.  A few weeks ago, one of my sister in laws Leeann put together a family fast.  A couple of times this past couple of weeks I have gotten texts letting me know that my 6 yr old and 3 yr old nieces had prayed for me on their own which brought me to tears. Just when I begin to feel like "why me" and I am done and cant do this anymore, I am reminded of others who have gone thru so much more and remember that I can do this.

I have a very dear friend who posted a podcast on her blog that wasn't even for me but once again came at the perfect time which talked about a song by Hilary Weeks called Let Me Cry. It is a reminder that I am strong and can do hard things.

After June 16th, Here is to an AMAZING 2nd half of 2015!!!!!

Monday, May 4, 2015

Note to self-

I was reminded yesterday why I dont share my testimony that often and why it has been a year since the last time.  Because I get up there and dumb things come out of my mouth and I end of saying and sharing things that I really feel dumb about after.

Note to self- you don't do well on the fly!

Friday, February 20, 2015

I know this is going to sound crazy but I think I am ready to get back to work. Maybe it is more for the routine than anything but think I am finally ready.

It has been really nice to have the past 6 weeks with my mother and get to spend some quality time with her, I think she is probably ready for me to go back to work as well.
This wonderful man turns 81 years old today. We will celebrate by going up to his grave and putting some balloons and then waffle for old time sake on where we should go for dinner.

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

February 11, 2015

Have you ever wished you were more poetic? I have. I guess not really in the way I would rhyme my words but just in how I would put them together.  Oh well. It's me and who ever reads my posts/journal posts get me for who I am.

This past Monday February 9th I went under the knife yet again. It was the 2nd time this year and we are only 42 days into 2015. I had a Total Thyroidectomy. I now have to rely on medication to make my body function correctly and from what I have read, your body relies A LOT on your Thyroid. It's going to take some time to get this thing figured out but I am ready to stop losing my hair and get back to losing the extra weight I have and feel better.
I guess the good thing is that he was able to change the once crooked smile scar to a full smile scar.

Friday, February 6, 2015

February 5, 2015

Well, I am getting old! Yep, its true! If all my medical issues weren't enough to confirm it, the fact that my eyes are changing and the optomytrist told me so is. I have glasses for distance and readers if you can believe it for up close. ugh!!!!
Check out the thinning hair! double ugh!! Thanks to my Thyroid. Which by the way is coming out on Monday. More to come after Monday.